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Nov 8, 2010 20:32:13 GMT -8
Post by Deleted on Nov 8, 2010 20:32:13 GMT -8
@awesomesauce-Thanks for clearing that one up. My brother hates me. I don't know why.
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Nov 9, 2010 14:08:40 GMT -8
Post by avarice on Nov 9, 2010 14:08:40 GMT -8
I can't wait to move out of my parents house, whenever that will be. jut so I can "do what I want" without feeling like they disapprove if they found out (primarily about the internet like being on this forum for instance). Of course when I do move, I wouldn't be reckless in what I do, since I don't see the point, really. It's more a case of feeling free more than anything.
How's that for a secret? Yeah, it's pretty weak.
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Nov 9, 2010 18:02:43 GMT -8
Post by Maria on Nov 9, 2010 18:02:43 GMT -8
I dislike a lot of people IRL for nearly no reason at all.
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Nov 9, 2010 19:20:31 GMT -8
Post by Weed Candy (AwesomesauceSoup) on Nov 9, 2010 19:20:31 GMT -8
I dislike a lot of people IRL for nearly no reason at all. Amen to that.
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Nov 10, 2010 3:11:32 GMT -8
Post by Deleted on Nov 10, 2010 3:11:32 GMT -8
I honestly hate being female, I imagine every day how much less awkward life would be if I wasn't. This is partly because in my school being a gay guy is just fine, but a gay female or bisexual female? Then they start screaming burn the witch! Being bullied really isn't fun at all.Anither part of not wanting to be a girl is that I hate my own body. I feel like every moment it's trying to betray me and fuck up my life. Well that turned into a rant.
Also I have a serious fear of my best friend leaving, as in even the thought brings me to tears.
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Nov 10, 2010 3:53:42 GMT -8
Post by avarice on Nov 10, 2010 3:53:42 GMT -8
I want mum to take me and my illnesses more seriously. She completely ignores the fact I have Trichotillomania and says i am strong enough to fight the "habit" alone, I like how she thinks that of me as a person (that I am strong enough to fight it), but it really isn't the case and Trich isn't just some "habit" that can be dismissed that easily; it has many other factors to it, one of which is that it feels good - which some people have even likened to self harming, maybe a bit extreme but even a few self harming friends see it in a similar light when I tell them I enjoy the feeling of it.
Mum has also stared to neglect my IBS, she thinks that I am now "wishing" it on myself - like I'd wish this kind of pain and embarrassing illness on myself. Even if it was a subconscious thing then surely that means something isn't right mentally, and therefore shouldn't be so easily dismissed? Either way, she should at least acknowledge the pain and mighty inconvenience it is to me and actually help me instead of telling me to wish myself over it and be hopeful. I've had this for 8 years now, trying my best to wish and hope it away - it isn't going to work now! Help me sort out a better arrangement with the college (since currently I can't do very much about it what with being chained to my toilet), since none of the teachers are actually doing what they said they'd do for me; instead of telling me to go in myself when I obviously can't. Besides that sort of thing will in fact my my IBS worse.
(To mum)Finally, please link the fact that both IBS and Trich are in fact linked to "stress" of sorts and that I need more than just continuing life as normal, wishful thinking and ignoring my problems because it's just making it worse. I need some kind of mental help with this, why the hell can't you fucking see that?
I have called her up on the fact that I may need some type of mental help, first seriously; but when I see her reaction to me thinking I'm being over dramatic and that I can't possibly have any mental problems - I turn it into some kind of a joke or other, "nothing too serious".
Surely, she sensed something wrong when I wished to be a cat the other day, in tears, but no!¬_¬
Oops, maybe a tad too long and a bit self-pitying.
I was watching This Morning the other day and they spoke about depression, some of the symptoms I could easily relate too; not so much the thought of suicide, though I do think it easier if I'm like ran over or something whilst at the same time a tad nervous of death. Anyway, I took one of those depression tests after, and it suggested that I may in fact have "moderate depression" or something. Of course mum would never let me see the doctor under my own steam, she's got to think me ill first. I am rather wrapped round her little finger yes?
Not to say she's a bad mum, in fact quite the opposite of "bad" for most things. Perhaps she's a bit oblivious and feels the same way I do about my illnesses - they aren't worth sympathy etc. because they aren't obviously serious like cancer or "real" depression. Of course this is just a guess, she could literally be blind to it all and think I'm 100% healthy.
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Nov 10, 2010 6:57:51 GMT -8
Post by nchaos on Nov 10, 2010 6:57:51 GMT -8
-It's stupid and embarrassing, but every time I get something rejected from Hentai Foundry, and then see how atrocious some of the stuff is on there, I think I die a little bit inside. Or at least want to ragequit drawing forever.
-Every day I wake up and realize I'm one step closer to being almost entirely gay but somehow having a girlfriend. Go figure.
-I've had the feeling lately that it will never, and just can't work out. And it's pissing me off.
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Nov 10, 2010 7:03:07 GMT -8
Post by Corporal Flashback on Nov 10, 2010 7:03:07 GMT -8
Today, I am ridiculously proud of my little sister. She's taken an interest in something she cares about that'll affect her and she's taking a stand. I can probably honestly say for the first time in my life that if I had a choice, I would chose her as my sister. Yes, she can be a little bitch and selfish, but when she cares about something she goes for it.
And now I'm feeling oversentimental.
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Nov 10, 2010 11:08:32 GMT -8
Post by Weed Candy (AwesomesauceSoup) on Nov 10, 2010 11:08:32 GMT -8
I honestly hate being female, I imagine every day how much less awkward life would be if I wasn't. This is partly because in my school being a gay guy is just fine, but a gay female or bisexual female? Then they start screaming burn the witch! Being bullied really isn't fun at all.Anither part of not wanting to be a girl is that I hate my own body. I feel like every moment it's trying to betray me and fuck up my life. Well that turned into a rant. A-fucking-men to this. A-fucking-men. @thread: Trent skipped art today. I... got saddened.
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Nov 10, 2010 12:31:40 GMT -8
Post by Maria on Nov 10, 2010 12:31:40 GMT -8
I might sort of like a dude in one of my classes at school. . .
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Nov 10, 2010 12:45:29 GMT -8
Post by Kookie on Nov 10, 2010 12:45:29 GMT -8
I sometimes hate people for really petty reasons.
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Nov 10, 2010 12:51:00 GMT -8
Post by Mononobe Witch on Nov 10, 2010 12:51:00 GMT -8
I'd rather be female then male.
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Nov 10, 2010 12:59:08 GMT -8
Post by Deleted on Nov 10, 2010 12:59:08 GMT -8
There's a member on here, that I identify with too much to really hate, but. SHE. DRIVES. ME. UP. THE. FUCKING. WALL. And I don't think she has the faintest idea that she's annoying sometimes, because she's so oblivious. And I know I'd screw it up if I ever tried to talk to her. And I'm so tired that I don't remember if she's moved over here yet, so this whole thing may become moot. This may or may not piss you off, but can you PM me who it is? It's probably not me since I obviously moved over, but even if it was, I truly wouldn't care. Haters gonna hate, know what I mean? Pff no it's not you.for one thing I wouldn't refer to you as "she" Or Kookie. I actually haven't seen Kookie much for some reason.
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Nov 10, 2010 20:22:24 GMT -8
Post by readerwritergirl on Nov 10, 2010 20:22:24 GMT -8
One of my cures for boredom is go on ChatRoulette and screw with people's heads. Spout random crap nonstop in the type-box, repeat everything my partner says backwards, etc.
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Nov 10, 2010 22:43:36 GMT -8
Post by nchaos on Nov 10, 2010 22:43:36 GMT -8
There's a member on here, that I identify with too much to really hate, but. SHE. DRIVES. ME. UP. THE. FUCKING. WALL. And I don't think she has the faintest idea that she's annoying sometimes, because she's so oblivious. And I know I'd screw it up if I ever tried to talk to her. And I'm so tired that I don't remember if she's moved over here yet, so this whole thing may become moot. Damnit I'm so fucking curious too. FUCK MY NOSYNESS.
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Nov 11, 2010 0:32:27 GMT -8
Post by Spectraitor on Nov 11, 2010 0:32:27 GMT -8
xD Same, actually. If someone figures it out, please tell me?
I want to go to where you are so that I may if only once, be able to see and breathe and drink in the sight of you. That is my secret.
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Nov 11, 2010 2:40:46 GMT -8
Post by Mmm Yog-Sothoth on Nov 11, 2010 2:40:46 GMT -8
I want to go to where you are so that I may if only once, be able to see and breathe and drink in the sight of you. That is my secret. Ah, I remember thinking this about my one true love, too. Right before Karl Sanders sent me that restraining order. Those were the days.
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Nov 11, 2010 4:11:11 GMT -8
Post by AkumaBear on Nov 11, 2010 4:11:11 GMT -8
I can't stop thinking about cutting my face.
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Nov 12, 2010 5:38:38 GMT -8
Post by nchaos on Nov 12, 2010 5:38:38 GMT -8
Not really a secret but I'm having a shitload of trouble sleeping lately, and I think it's because the fucking apartment is haunted. Again. I'm sick of these stupid ghosts following me.
Yeah that's right. I sound like a loony. Laugh it up, fuzzball.
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Nov 12, 2010 17:49:05 GMT -8
Post by Spectraitor on Nov 12, 2010 17:49:05 GMT -8
*patpats Chaos*
Ah, I remember thinking this about my one true love, too. Right before Karl Sanders sent me that restraining order. Those were the days. I lol'd, fer srs. Xd
Had meant that for my friends.
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Nov 12, 2010 18:16:31 GMT -8
Post by huntersteelskin on Nov 12, 2010 18:16:31 GMT -8
I'm always paranoid to post on the forums because I'm afraid I might annoy someone or that they will hate me. I always edit my post whenever I spot an error I didn't see. There is a member on the site that I loathe. I never liked him and he always comes across as a pretentious asshole. I was hoping that he didn't move to v.3 and I was crestfallen when I found out that he did.
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Nov 12, 2010 18:28:33 GMT -8
Post by Lord Lovrina on Nov 12, 2010 18:28:33 GMT -8
I sometimes hate people for really petty reasons. This. Especially if they piss me off royally.
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Nov 12, 2010 18:58:15 GMT -8
Post by Weed Candy (AwesomesauceSoup) on Nov 12, 2010 18:58:15 GMT -8
I'm always paranoid to post on the forums because I'm afraid I might annoy someone or that they will hate me. I always edit my post whenever I spot an error I didn't see. There is a member on the site that I loathe. I never liked him and he always comes across as a pretentious asshole. I was hoping that he didn't move to v.3 and I was crestfallen when I found out that he did. ...PM, if you don't mind?
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Nov 12, 2010 18:59:34 GMT -8
Post by Kookie on Nov 12, 2010 18:59:34 GMT -8
I'm always paranoid to post on the forums because I'm afraid I might annoy someone or that they will hate me. I always edit my post whenever I spot an error I didn't see. There is a member on the site that I loathe. I never liked him and he always comes across as a pretentious asshole. I was hoping that he didn't move to v.3 and I was crestfallen when I found out that he did. ...PM, if you don't mind? ...Again, this?
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Nov 12, 2010 19:27:43 GMT -8
Post by huntersteelskin on Nov 12, 2010 19:27:43 GMT -8
Am I that person? No it's not you, try again.
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Nov 12, 2010 19:30:09 GMT -8
Post by vampirekites on Nov 12, 2010 19:30:09 GMT -8
I signed up for Weight Watchers, but when I found out I have a tiny amount of points a week, plus no added ones for cheating, I almost wanted to deactivate my account. I still haven't followed the points system. I want to lose weight, but not at the risk of giving up the foods I love. I wish I had more will power to say "Fuck this! I don't need these foods, they are killing me!".
I'm also a bit paranoid that someone here doesn't like me, but whatever. If someone has a problem with me, just PM me and we'll figure out a solution. I don't want to feel as if my presence is an annoyance to anyone (especially if I seem to be a mini-mod with a power trip or too post happy). If people do have a problem with a member, but feels too embarrassed to tell, PM me or another staff member and we can help with the situation.
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Nov 12, 2010 19:33:02 GMT -8
Post by My Name Is Potato [Frees] on Nov 12, 2010 19:33:02 GMT -8
I'm always paranoid to post on the forums because I'm afraid I might annoy someone or that they will hate me. I always edit my post whenever I spot an error I didn't see. There is a member on the site that I loathe. I never liked him and he always comes across as a pretentious asshole. I was hoping that he didn't move to v.3 and I was crestfallen when I found out that he did. I agree with the first two. PM me the third one.
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Nov 12, 2010 19:33:35 GMT -8
Post by Quickster on Nov 12, 2010 19:33:35 GMT -8
Am I that person? No it's not you, try again. Black Sun.
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Nov 12, 2010 19:41:15 GMT -8
Post by Darth Sariah on Nov 12, 2010 19:41:15 GMT -8
No it's not you, try again. Black Sun.I'm a pretentious asshole?
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