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Nov 22, 2010 14:43:29 GMT -8
Post by Lord Lovrina on Nov 22, 2010 14:43:29 GMT -8
>.> When I was like, 12 or something, and Cell was the main antagonist in DBZ, when he ate people with his tail, I thought it was kinda... hot. And would be like WTF am I... <.< Same here. I'd be happy when that show came on since most of the male characters were shirtless at one point of time. >.>
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Truth is Harsher
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Nov 22, 2010 17:51:20 GMT -8
Post by Truth is Harsher on Nov 22, 2010 17:51:20 GMT -8
I wish my depression would stop coming back.
I lied. The only reason you got better was because I lied. I hate myself so much.
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Nov 22, 2010 18:29:44 GMT -8
Post by queencherryfairy on Nov 22, 2010 18:29:44 GMT -8
I have an on again/ off again crush on my best friend since 4th grade. Sadly, she is an asexual who has stated that she doesn't have any interest in either gender, and has never epressed any interest in me (or anybody, for that matter.)
Is it wrong for me to be thankful for that? Because that means that I'll never have to suffer the pain of seeing her with someone else.
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Nov 23, 2010 11:13:04 GMT -8
Post by nchaos on Nov 23, 2010 11:13:04 GMT -8
I know it's gonna piss a lot of people off on here, but I can't wrap my mind around the whole asexual thing. At all. It actually kind of disturbs me.
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Nov 23, 2010 14:12:25 GMT -8
Post by Weed Candy (AwesomesauceSoup) on Nov 23, 2010 14:12:25 GMT -8
I feel heartbroken. This makes me feel weak. All this time I said I wasn't gonna fall in love, I did.
Great. This is gonna look great. I'm an emo hipster hypocrite. Brilliant.
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Nov 23, 2010 14:29:34 GMT -8
Post by xander on Nov 23, 2010 14:29:34 GMT -8
I am finding myself incredibly attracted to soo many guys right now. Alright, so it's not much of a secret, but t's quite embarrassing. I've told no one of these attractions. Mostly because all of my "long-time" friends would find them weird. <_< On a less embarrassing note, I'm thinking about...dumping my "long-time" friends. <.< Not really because I don't like them or anything (though there are a few like that)...but because the people I've been hanging out with recently make me far happier and are a whole lot more fun to be with.
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Nov 23, 2010 14:29:50 GMT -8
Post by Philophobia on Nov 23, 2010 14:29:50 GMT -8
- Some of my dumbass friends almost got us arrested in 8th grade - I've thought about dropping our twice so far into the year - I have a crush on one of my friends. She got out of a relationship recently,and I'd love to make a move. The only problem is I'm not out about my gender issues,and I'm not sure if our friendship would be shattered. - I'm getting a little depressed at the moment too. Whenever something bad happened on a certain day, my mind prepares me for it again,to remind me it happened. Over the summer,it was my cheating ex. December was a friend's chemotherapy and another's suicide attempt--which both started the dominio effect that ruined my year. Part of me is afraid that said friend might try again or someone else I care about will die.
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Nov 23, 2010 18:19:48 GMT -8
Post by Deleted on Nov 23, 2010 18:19:48 GMT -8
Sometimes I think about dropping out of school. However I need my education like it or not.
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Nov 24, 2010 20:58:36 GMT -8
Post by Mina Murray on Nov 24, 2010 20:58:36 GMT -8
When my dads being a mega asshole (like he is right now) I sometimes mess with his food. Nothing serious like poison or anything like that. I add things like paprika to his potatoes or "accidently" add to much cayan pepper to his spicy chicken so he'll have indegestion and go to bed sooner and leave the rest of us alone.
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Nov 24, 2010 23:31:28 GMT -8
Post by Weed Candy (AwesomesauceSoup) on Nov 24, 2010 23:31:28 GMT -8
This is a secrets thread. Why are you putting everything in spoilers? It's pissing me off and why go to all the trouble to hide it when it's on the Internet?
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Nov 25, 2010 0:04:54 GMT -8
Post by Truth is Harsher on Nov 25, 2010 0:04:54 GMT -8
Everytime I find a photo of my dad I take it and put it away in a box with the others I've collected. Not because I want to look at them but because I'm tired of seeing how hurt my family gets when they see him.
Going along with that, I've been slowly getting over my hate for my father but I haven't told anyone.
Your boyfriend cheated on you/ignored you and used you for his own gain. I was tired of it and so I tried to turn everything on him. I got all his girlfriends to leave him and pressured him into failing some tests. But he ended up failing and dumping you anyway. I was going to tell you this when you told you loved me. For a long time. *hits head against wall* [secrets in spoilers]
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Nov 25, 2010 21:27:06 GMT -8
Post by Aethryx on Nov 25, 2010 21:27:06 GMT -8
Hmm, secrets. I have a few.
-I sometimes starve myself for a day. Not because I'm bulimic or worried about weight, but just to prove I can. -I get a two minute nothing-special crush on members of any site that have wolf avatars, but then it goes away after leaving the thread, and I never feel anything for them anymore. -I've always had a strange unsettling interest in doing cocaine. -I'm a hypochondriac. -I want to try LSD.
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Nov 26, 2010 14:52:42 GMT -8
Post by Keith on Nov 26, 2010 14:52:42 GMT -8
I kinda want to cut my hair short but no one would probably let me..
..Id probably not suit it anyway.
..Not much of a secret..
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Nov 26, 2010 23:39:14 GMT -8
Post by Quickster on Nov 26, 2010 23:39:14 GMT -8
I just watched a video of a guy having his head cut off by the police. I was in no way disturbed, and could not remove the sadistic grin off my face as they failed several times and forced his neck back so they could finish the job.
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Nov 27, 2010 1:05:34 GMT -8
Post by Deleted on Nov 27, 2010 1:05:34 GMT -8
Every once in a while, I realize that if I ever feel like ending my life, all I need to do is go to my bathroom and take all of my pain killers and never wake up. It becomes so tempting that I forget about my family and friends and cannot see how I would hurt them by dying. But (thankfully) there's a sane part of me that knows that I would hurt a lot of people, and that's the only thing keeping me from doing it. I'm terrified that my sane side will disappear one day and I'll go through with it.
I hate the human race, and often times I wish that we would all die, but I find it very hard to hate individual people.
I'm a paranoid bastard.
My biggest fear is that my parents are going to tell me one day that I was born intersexed, but out of want of a daughter, made me a girl instead of a boy/keeping me as I was. As hard as I've tried, I cannot come up with a mature way of handling this situation, in case it ever does come up.
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Nov 28, 2010 8:43:47 GMT -8
Post by Maria on Nov 28, 2010 8:43:47 GMT -8
-I've always had a strange unsettling interest in doing cocaine. -I want to try LSD. This. So much.
- I pretty much want to try every drug out there. Especially ones that cause hallucinations. - I think my life goal is just to do whatever the fuck I want until I'm 30, then off myself before I turn 30. Yay, dying young! - I have a tendency of happily thinking about suicide. Yeah, I don't even know about that. "lol, I had this weird urge to set my bed on fire with me still in it! My brain is weird, lol."
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Nov 28, 2010 9:11:24 GMT -8
Post by avarice on Nov 28, 2010 9:11:24 GMT -8
-I sometimes starve myself for a day. Not because I'm bulimic or worried about weight, but just to prove I can. It's supposed to be good to fast for a day from time to time, so long as you carry on drinking the recommended daily amount of water. Also, it shouldn't be done often either or else it may turn into something similar to anorexia. I dunno whether anorexia is something someone can get if they are not careful about how they deal with food or not or whether the person will just have it, if that makes sense. Secret: One of my friends friends on facebook mistook me for a guy, it made me mildly happy. Though, I am aware that my display picture is not exactly detailed so they can't really see me properly and my information is set to private so... yeah, an easy mistake to male, I mean "make". (Seriously, I accidentally typed "male" and thought I'd leave it in there for the sake of it.) When I was younger I used to have a "crush" on two of my cousins, they are brothers. Though now, one of them I had a brother/sister type relationship with and I just mistook it for something else, not to mention I had my sister teasing me about the fact that I "liked" him so much; the other I really admired because of his lack of obedience to authority, still do to some extent, but I wouldn't say I liked him in any way.
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Nov 28, 2010 9:38:16 GMT -8
Post by Mina Murray on Nov 28, 2010 9:38:16 GMT -8
I'm 23, and I have only kissed one guy. I'm afraid at this point I will never be able to have sex, and will end up a 50 year old virgin cat lady.
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Nov 28, 2010 9:42:11 GMT -8
Post by Eww Cults (KS) on Nov 28, 2010 9:42:11 GMT -8
I have fleeting moments during which I like myself, but I generally have a hard time seeing why anyone would ever think me a worthwhile person.
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Nov 29, 2010 9:56:10 GMT -8
Post by vampirekites on Nov 29, 2010 9:56:10 GMT -8
I'm 23, and I have only kissed one guy. I'm afraid at this point I will never be able to have sex, and will end up a 50 year old virgin cat lady.
We're in the same boat, honey. I've had ONE sort-of boyfriend back in High School, kissed ONCE with him and that's it. Plus, I'm 28 and it's getting sadder and sadder with each passing year.
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Nov 29, 2010 15:18:10 GMT -8
Post by J.Day on Nov 29, 2010 15:18:10 GMT -8
^ I'm 20, and I haven't had so much as my first kiss yet.
It's not that big of a deal for me now, since I usually just pay more attention to books, my writing projects, and hanging out with my friends as opposed to getting a boyfriend.
I kind of learned it the hard way to just be yourself and look on the bright side, especially since things got weird between me and one of my guy friends. It's been about 4 years since I pretty much told him off and blamed him for leading me on. Basically, he'd asked if he could kiss me goodbye on the cheek, and since I'm not usually that touchy-feely with my guy friends, I thought it meant something. I was wrong, though. He'd blamed his behavior on drinking frozen margaritas and not remembering what he'd done. Stupid me for over-analyzing the situation for more than it was.
Looking back at it, I feel kind of embarrassed that I let him get to me that way, and that I let myself believe that he was genuinely interested in me in that way. But I think that it was a necessary experience for me to go through. Now, I don't jump into conclusions so quickly.
I highly doubt that he knows this, but I really wish that he and I could still talk and laugh the way we used to, before the stupid drama happened.
For now, I'd rather be single and happy to just figure out who I am first before I get into a serious romantic relationship.
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Nov 30, 2010 0:04:01 GMT -8
Post by Lord Lovrina on Nov 30, 2010 0:04:01 GMT -8
Sometimes I really hate living. It doesn't help when I have annoying hallmates in my dorm.
I saw a knife today, and I got excited and really had a strong desire to cut myself. I got sad when someone took the knife to use it.
Please get me out of the fucking college and state, or I may end up dead. At this point on-line schooling is starting to sound really good. Even the schools near my dad's house are sounding really good. Preferably I want to get out of this ass backwards state, but I don't see any colleges with Liberal Arts/Studies and English Lit majors that I'm really interested in.
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Nov 30, 2010 10:06:25 GMT -8
Post by nchaos on Nov 30, 2010 10:06:25 GMT -8
Not really a 'secret' but something that just irks me: I can't write psychological horror worth a good goddamn. I can't write anything psychological, actually, worth a shit. And it pisses me off, massively, because those are the only things that actually manage to freak me out, and the movies I end up loving the most are usually some level of mindfuckerry, and it bugs me that I can't do that to any extent. Baw.
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Nov 30, 2010 14:03:22 GMT -8
Post by Kookie on Nov 30, 2010 14:03:22 GMT -8
Eh, I don't know if this is exactly a secret, but I discovered Socially Awkward Penguin today. I could relate to a lot of those. I don't know if that's a bad thing or not...
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Nov 30, 2010 14:17:23 GMT -8
Post by Spectraitor on Nov 30, 2010 14:17:23 GMT -8
Eh, I don't know if this is exactly a secret, but I discovered Socially Awkward Penguin today. I could relate to a lot of those. I don't know if that's a bad thing or not... D'aaaww Socially Awkward Penguin! <3 Always is good thing. *srsnod*
Secretly, I've been slipping in academics. I don't know what it is about this semester but it's...worrying.
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Nov 30, 2010 16:35:12 GMT -8
Post by nchaos on Nov 30, 2010 16:35:12 GMT -8
Eh, I don't know if this is exactly a secret, but I discovered Socially Awkward Penguin today. I could relate to a lot of those. I don't know if that's a bad thing or not... Me and my best friend have the same thing with FBF. There was a huge thread running on /b/ one day and out of the whole batch, there were maybe 2 or 3 that didn't apply to one or both of us.
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Nov 30, 2010 21:26:30 GMT -8
Post by Animosity on Nov 30, 2010 21:26:30 GMT -8
I . . . I think I have a crush on someone. FUCK I HATE GETTING CRUSHES.
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Dec 2, 2010 13:26:27 GMT -8
Post by nchaos on Dec 2, 2010 13:26:27 GMT -8
I'm disgustingly codependent. And sometimes I really hate myself for it.
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Dec 2, 2010 13:49:44 GMT -8
Post by Lord Lovrina on Dec 2, 2010 13:49:44 GMT -8
I'm disgustingly codependent. And sometimes I really hate myself for it. I'm the same way. I seriously am disgusted at myself for it.
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